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Logan - 3 Years


and just like that, 3 years have come and gone since we last kissed this sweet boy and told him we loved him as he slipped away to the arms of Jesus. 3 more brothers have followed him there and i cling more tightly to this promise than i did 3 years ago:
“Look, I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go. I will bring you back to this land, for I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you.””
‭‭Genesis‬ ‭28:15‬ ‭
do you know what the next verse says?
“When Jacob awoke from his sleep, he said, “Surely the Lord is in this place, and I did not know it.””
‭‭Genesis‬ ‭28:16‬ ‭
i am constantly awed by the intricate way God weaves our lives and unfolds pieces at the perfect time. immeasurable pain and joy have filled my life since this day and i imagine it will continue this way until i see my babies again.
we are beyond thankful for all of you, who pray and encourage us year after year as we walk this road. every mention of one of our babies or recognition of their lives is a joy and blessing to us. we love you all 💗
happy birthday, logan 💙







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